I shall remain almost...

i found out today that my big lawyer job fell through! suck. this means that i will literally have to once again start at the bottom and work my way back up to the top. I am half tempted to wait to start practicing until after the baby comes and do it at my own leisure. In all honesty, I can't have everything and it might be nice to not have to run right back to work after the baby is born plus with student loans you get a year deferment after the baby is born, so i have some time. I just need to figure out what I want to do with my life.